He told me that :"From what I heard, you seem to be having problems. But in the end of your conversation, I think that you already have the solutions. I think what you need to do is just to take action. That's it!"
I was speechless and I acknowledged it for quite sometimes actually. Just that I didn't really take a single step forward. Fooling myself and wasting times. Well.. this is the truth at least.. I must waste no time, plan had been made, just start it already..
A lot of things happened in these few weeks, not only me, including the people I really care about. They are all trapped in hardship.. works, family, relationship and even some unavoidable-annoying-bulls
When we really take some time out to get to know what's happening to our dearest friends, we will find that there's always a story behind their smiley face.. Covered their sadden-looking inner with a happy face. But things always doesn't seem how it's supposed to be. That's why, I always say that we shouldn't take things for granted. Of course, we can't completely do so, cos' we're just human beings after all.. Just not to take 'every'things for granted. That's it.
Chinese New Year is so near as if I could touch it.. Well, soon enough, it comes and it goes.. At some points, I feel like this year is the year I should accomplish a big goal for myself. A big one.. I'm still figuring it out that what's the next big goal. It could be made up from many small goals.. I'm trying to accomplish them one by one.. It's not just about talking big and not doing a shit thing. I'm gonna take actions, in fact, I already have :)
I think I'm just back to who I was. Realized that I wasn't really being myself for sometimes for some reasons and I just got myself in hell again, but it wasn't that bad after all.. Cos' things seemed to change in a good way, I guess.. I have a rigid personality, but I'm not an egotism person.. At least I've been told that I'm sort of having 'rational egoism'.. That's pretty good, huh.. isn't it? lol..
Another night just gone by, another crap had been written.. Don't take it too personal and serious when you read my craps, cos I'm just sharing the craps. As I said before, you may not get what I'm getting at. (This gotta be the one last time I'm saying this, I'm fucking sick of saying it! =p)
Yet, to all the silent-craps-readers, I wish every single one of you A Happy Chinese New Year with all the good energies, well-spirits and happiness fall on ya.. For those who has a career, may you all be blessed with Superb Prosperous throughout the year! 'Ong ah!! Huat ah!! Better don't pokkai and get screwed by your boss ah!! (Screw them! Before they try to screw you!) LOL~
Ciao, people! xoxo
Written by,
Ryan Ng
